I just don’t love you no more.

I’m longing to sing that line or just plainly say it to you, then I’ll walk away with a big smile on my face. But now, I still love you. Am I stupid? Yea, I guess. At least I have the guts to fight for what I feel. I don’t have balls but I can stand for what I believe in. 

One day I’ll just wake up and realize that even if you’ll say you love me a thousand times, it’ll not be enough to make me stay and wait for you. I’ve sacrificed a lot. I delayed my happiness. I let people go, particularly my friends. My feelings are all the same even if I knew that you’re sick. I’ve received a lot of words that ruined the whole me. And hello, I’m still here. But what did I get? Nothing.

(Source: kneehowma)